Lofty Dreams Gone By

Rewind, Rediscover, Reset

Anesuishe Mutsambiwa

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Photo by David Tip on Unsplash

Rewind-Back to January I want to go

No one ever tells you how much life changes after losing a loved one. Sometimes everything seems like it is going okay until something happens sometimes even something very small that reminds you of them and you feel your whole world shatter again. I just want to make him proud but I feel I am failing. It’s not even my responsibility but I feel like he left the family to me, I have to make sure my mom is okay, that my brothers are okay. If it means my whole paycheck is gone towards that so be it. I feel like I’m just working not because I enjoy it but because I have a family I want to be able to take care of. This is so much different from when I started off and what I wanted in my career. I aspire to be a psychologist one day but every day that dream seems to be fading. I love working in talent acquisition it allows me to help people in some way but I have even lost the drive or passion I had for it. I am just existing through the months. Alive but not living. The few moments I feel I am living I know in a moment it will have passed. It never lasts in my life. Sometimes I just wish there was a way to rewind, go back to January, and reset. Rediscover the drive I had before everything changed

Rediscover

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Anesuishe Mutsambiwa

A thunderstorm ⚡ wrapped in beautiful skin looking to be felt & understood in a world that loves sunny☀️ days (J.M. Storm) 🇿🇦 🇿🇼